I was lost, my body drifting along in a life raft that I couldn’t steer, trying to piece together memories that had eluded me for years. Until I met Thomas Tucker. He was 85% infuriating and 15% invisible charm. That was before I knew of his brother’s tragic death overseas. That was before I knew he was caring and loving and had the fortitude of a concrete statue. That was before I fell for him. The only problem was he wasn’t who I was looking for. Then one night Thomas introduced me to his brother, Charlie, who had been long since presumed dead. There was no denying what I easily saw. Charlie Tucker was the love I had been searching for. As Charlie was pushing me to remember, Thomas was leaving a mark on my heart. I knew I had to make a choice – a choice that would either hurt the man I was growing to love or the one that had once had my heart. And when I finally decided and released the secrets I kept hidden, I still felt like I was drowning in the sea of tragedy and bad decisions. Would I ever be able to live the life I wanted? Why was everyone telling me to let go when all I wanted to do was hold on forever? One thing was for certain, I could never erase him, and with everything in me, I didn’t want to.