I may be a sinner, but I once loved a saint.I thought Sebastian was my forever... until my forever changed in an instant.I had no choice but to abandon him, even though it was the last thing I wanted. But at least now I'm free, free from everything but the dark secret that haunts my nightmares...The dark secret I could never ask him to forgive.Lily disappeared overnight, but my love for her never faded.So when we cross paths years later, I find myself buried under more questions than I can ask. But all I really want to know is whether she still loves me... Whether she's still mine.*This standalone romance contains dark themes, steamy seductions, and a happy ending that will leave you aching for your very own dizzy kiss.